SQUARE UP (my own challenge)

I believe solidly in the fact (fact because I say it’s so), that I am my own competitor. Being better today than I was yesterday, or whatever that quote is. I see no-one else as attempting to compare ones self to. I simply am my own competitor, and I am competitive. Its a method within my own thinking process I use to keep myself going in a productive state. Goal smashing or what not. Theres a balance to it however; “Life is a balancing act”. I am human and I am logical enough to understand to not beat myself up when Im not at the level of productivity that I foresee I need to be at to accomplish certain goals. But when I do realize and recognize that I accept it and get back to the grind of a goal. However I grew a little foggy not long ago for a few weeks/ some time it seemed. What do you mean by foggy you may ask? Simply put, a mental state of what’s next. At the front door of what’s next to come for oneself. This/The higher level. Whats it going to look like? What do I want it to look like? Beginning to implement the steps that’s its going to take to get there. Then pressing GO. A cloudy vision of the next. It took/takes me time, prayer, meditation, and focus to clear the fog away. Now I’m on to the next one(s)/goals. The key key key to the success of diving into and living the next version of self is, (whatever you envision that to before yourself) is to press go. I wrote in one of my past blogs entitled “Just Do It”, that everything does not have to look, be, or even feel where or how you want it to be in the moment. Just know your vision of, and start whee you are at. Funny thing, I read my own blogs to help boost my own self. To remind me that I am human like everyone else and self motivation is highly important. Life without hiccups and pitstops is unreal. Be REAL with self and know that you got this.

-ÁJ